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[14 Jul 2009|10:16am] |
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should you return - copeland |
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| on the safest ledge. |
[13 Jul 2009|11:52am] |
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the day i lost my voice (the suitcase song) - copeland |
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| c h a n g e. getaway. |
[12 Jul 2009|10:59pm] |
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sleep all day - jason mraz |
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And i'll be knocking cause you've never left my head.
But you're far away and you've got troubles all your own.
Oh, what do i know? what do i know?
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| if its the last i'd see of you. |
[12 Jul 2009|01:22am] |
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back to you - john mayer |
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it matters,
cause you're the only one i can see.
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| music was HIStory. |
[09 Jul 2009|01:01am] |
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you are not alone - michael jackson |
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 like stevie wonder said, "michael, why didn't you stay?" i felt my heart ache when they took you away. i love you mj, now more than ever.
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| dead people music. |
[08 Jul 2009|09:59am] |
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playing with fire - the rolling stones |
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due for my medical checkup at ntu! but its so far i'm so lazy to leave my place. i forsee this happening when school starts. maybe i should consider staying in hall so i wouldn't feel so lazy getting to school. :\ g's busy with special sem madness, the whole ypdgang is off for prep camp for sow and papa brian's not free too so i'm stuck going over to ntu alone. sometimes, even i get confused to which uni i'm supposed to be going. maybe this is what he meant by letting go.
missed mj's memorial tribute yesterday and was v peeved at myself. but thank God for fathers, dad recorded the thing on dvd for me to watch. saw about 2 mins of it, and couldn't help but switching it off cos it was too much to take. i cannot believe that MY beloved mj is gone. ): maybe if i sang "you're not alone" to him before he went for plastic surgery, he wouldn't have gone. HA HA HA.
and damn those people who disturbs his peace even after he died. i pity those who never knew his music.
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| in this life. |
[06 Jul 2009|11:26pm] |
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better luck next time - lifehouse |
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i've got another confession to make.
i'm your fool.
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came back from cycling at east coast park. back hurts, neck hurts, knee hurts even my ass hurts like a crazy ass bitch who got cheated on. okay i dont know whats up with that expression hahahaha. took photos with ypd as usual, but the pictures arent up cos jeslin (YES JESLIN HAS A CAMERA) took them and has not uploaded them. now she knows the pain of uploading peekchures and tagging. like as if i would know i barely upload photos hahahahhaa. am in a very good mood today cos seemingly things went fine. tuition went awesome schawesome and i'm getting paid soon. this means shopping for a new bag. :D:D csa camp's next week, im actually really looking forward to it. hooked on john mayer's in the atmosphere. its the saddest song yet. v v v apt. hmm.
on a more serious note, dad denied me rights to drive the car alone again. :\ i haven't seen my brother in ages, i think today i caught a glimpse of his lower body through the kitchen curtains. i bet he was getting food as usual. meet up with ypd again tomorrow at queensway. i think i better hit the sack soon, mother jeriann nagged at me to sleep 3 times before i went offline to avoid her. ( I AM JUST JOKING :D)
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| burn up in your atmosphere. |
[05 Jul 2009|08:34pm] |
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in my life - the beatles |
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haven't i paid my dues?
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There are places i'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends i still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life i've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When i think of love as something new
Though i know i'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life i love you more
Though i know i'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know i'll often stop and think about them
In my life i love you more
In my life i love you more
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[04 Jul 2009|12:48pm] |
 if only it could be just us living in this place. |
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[04 Jul 2009|11:01am] |
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free fallin' - john mayer |
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this morning i woke up feeling heavier than usual. must have been sunshine cleaning, watching rose. or maybe it was the pain ridden conversation i had with you. everything i said never left my mind since those words left me. i wish you didn't have to see me that way.
but, nevermind. never you mind.
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| stay clear. |
[04 Jul 2009|02:36am] |
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in your atmosphere - john mayer |
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I don't think I'm gonna go to LA anymore
I don't think I'm gonna go to LA anymore
I don't know what it's like to land and not race to your door
But I don't think I'm gonna go to LA anymore
I don't think I'm gonna go to LA anymore
I'm not sure that I really ever could
Hold on to a hotel key
in your bedroom neighborhood
With me sleep walking in Hollywood
I'm gonna steer clear
Burn up in your atmosphere
I'm gonna steer clear
Cause I'd die if I saw you
I'd die if I didn't see you there
So I don't think I'm gonna go to LA anymore
I dont think I'm gonna go to LA anymore
Get lost on the boulevard at night
Without your voice to tell me
I love you, take a right
The ten and the two is a lonely sight
I'm gonna steer clear
Burn up in your atmosphere
I'm gonna steer clear
Cause I'd die if I saw you
I'd die if I didn't see you
I'm gonna steer clear
Burn up in your atmosphere
I'm gonna steer clear
Cause I'd die if I saw you
I'd die if I didn't see you there, see you there
I think I'm gonna stay gonna stay, gonna stay in the grey, think i'm gonna stay
All the street lights say nevermind nevermind
All the canyon lines say nevermind
Sunset says we see this all the time, nevermind never you mind
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| what about us? |
[03 Jul 2009|01:49am] |
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waiting on the world to change - john mayer |
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B A C K from tioman! (:
this picture isnt even 1/100000 as beautiful and gorgeous as the actual sunset.
after watching this particular sunset, and the stars that night,
all doubts of God's existence faded away. how can anyone in their right state of mind, ever ever EVER doubt God's presence,
even as they are surrounded by the majesty and perfection of His work?
no human being could ever create something so spectacular, that by simply looking at it,
you feel like you've found your place in this world. that you belong somewhere,
that you belong in God's arms and nothing else is more fulfilling that simply being in awe of His goodness every single day.
obviously, besides the spirituality of this trip, there was also camwhoring. :D
came back from tioman at 5.30pm. and an hour later, i was at novena attending mass with the og mates from foc.
its really a bittersweet feeling, going for outing. i had so much fun today, the laughter and familiar faces really made a lot of things go away.
but at the same time, nagging voice in my head reminds me that i'd be off to pulau ntu (like joash said) and they'd be in nus.
AHHHHHH WEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL. i'm meant to go where i'm meant to be. so i guess, at the end of the day, it's fine.
plus i felt really bad, cos shaun allowed me to drive his car today, and i drove so recklessly i feel bad.
really really really bad. and i think i used up half a tank of fuel just moving like less than 20 km. and as we all know, petrol is ohsoexpensive.
anyway, on an ending note, regardless whether or not you see this,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOASH (:
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[01 Jul 2009|12:23pm] |
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when you say nothing at all - ronan keating |
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typing this all the way from tioman island makes me feel eggcited. i don't know why. haha. honestly, i feel kinda homesick already.
so. fass replied me. and its kinda about 99.9% confirmed that i'd be going to ntu. surprisingly, im taking the news quite well.
i think i got sick of waiting for news and results. hence, i'm quite happy that things are resolved.
as of now, the scenery still constantly amazes me. how the stars seem to be perfectly aligned, and not disgustingly clustered together.
or the coral reefs, and how enthralling it is, to be so close to nature and away from disgusting human beings. haha.
last night, i sat alone with the stars and the moon staring right back at me. nothing ever felt more amazing than that.
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| get up, and go. |
[28 Jun 2009|11:42pm] |
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remember the time - michael jackson |
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words arent even enough to describe the sickness and confusion that shrouds me from within right now.
never have i been more plagued by anything so badly before, it makes me want to sleep non stop just to escape.
Jesus, if You are willing.
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mj's death has finally caught up with me. watching his tribute at edina's made me v v v peeved with the media.
before he died, everyone was so caught up with his oddity, calling him shit like wacko jacko,
and now that he died, everybody's all like "oh the king of pop, remembering michael"
SRSLY. MUST WE ALL WAIT TILL PEOPLE ARE ETERNALLY GONE FROM THE FACE OF THE EARTH
BEFORE WE START TREASURING THEIR PRESENCE AND AMOUNT OF DIFFERENCE THEY MAKE IN OUR LIVES?!
i miss mj. ):
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[26 Jun 2009|12:56pm] |
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baby, be mine - michael jackson |
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many thanks to those people who remembered. this morning i woke up with at least 5 text msges awaiting me. wondering what the deal was, i realised that my beloved mj had passed due to a heart attack. i expected myself to be feeling more miserable than this. fortunately, i am not.
i think to me, the mj that i adore and love had passed on long before this, when he changed from the biggest sensation of the music industry, to a mere caricature of what he used to be. so to the mj who humbly avoided the media, who didn't get into lawsuits with regards to children, who understood the majesty in simplicity, rest in peace.
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[26 Jun 2009|01:37am] |
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| worth saving me? |
[25 Jun 2009|08:02pm] |
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savin' me - nickelback |
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d i m s u m buffet. i never had more dimsum than i did at yum cha. it was amazing! the table was hardly ever empty, and when it did, justin made sure that some sad waiter would have to carry about 10 dishes over. (: so i had fun today, eating and eating and eating. while knowing that i'm getting fatter and fatter and fatter. dad came to pick me edina and yoojin up, i love how my dad's not complaining about fuel since he's trying to finish up whatever fuel's left from the rented car. :D:D
sewing lessons in a sec! i'm eggcited. (:
i cant wait for this saturday, finally paul the musical's starting. soon i'll have my brudder back.
next week tioman! i cant wait, cant wait.
soon, school's gonna start. ignoring the destination, i can't wait to hit the books again.
on a side note, i think i'm falling v v v deep. this is v v v bad.
and there should be no fear, since i know that You're going to move mountains for me.
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| <3 to the deepest of oceans! |
[24 Jun 2009|11:30am] |
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nobody - wondergirls |
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jerilyn says:
lol
yeah jiaqi
can u get another pic
cos his profile pic is so unclear
and he already looks cute
so i wld like the full picture hahahaha gosh
thank you jeri-baby. you made my day :D:D
p/s: jer's cheating on wes brown. HAHAHAHAHHA
i'm disabling comments so you cant spam me nehnehnibooboo
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