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[22 Apr 2010|02:16am] |
 'Scuse me, while I kiss the sky.
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| We're gonna rock & roll all night, and party everyday. |
[10 Feb 2010|12:19am] |
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the ballad of john and yoko - the beatles |
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BECAUSE MY FB IS SPOILT & DOESN'T LET ME TAG PHOTOS, AND BECAUSE I <3 THIS PHOTO THE MOST OUT OF ALL OUR 2000+++ PHOTOS TOGETHER, HERE IT IS. FAMILY PORTRAIT OF YPDG.  |
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| Courtesy Generosity Sincerity |
[08 Feb 2010|10:49pm] |
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bewitched - susannah mccorkle |
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Will start the Aerin diet regime now.
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Watched supersize me & i wanted to die. Never am i ever going to eat Macs anymore. (omg when I said that, i actually felt the urge to retract my statement by pressing the delete key on my keyboard.)
Cynthia's 21st birthday over the weekend, and it was great to feel like a crescentian again. I think life was so much simpler, so much more fun and so much less painful then. Yellow & turquoise for the win!
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| Into Your Hands. |
[06 Feb 2010|12:40am] |
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all you need is love - the beatles |
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If anybody remembers the 1st reading from this week's wednesday mass, it's about how King David decided to run a consensus to see how many able-bodied men he could get before the war so that he could gauge his chances of a victory. I think that's what life is really about. The whole concept of a risk society. We take chances, but we don't take a fools' chance. That if only I'm about 90% or more sure of doing something, I'd take the leap. Because we are so afraid of failing, or admitting that we were inadequent and incompetent.
Tonight, I want to challenge myself. With consideration of my application and its approval,
that as the days go by and my faith in "victory" slips away,
I will not be like King David and count my chances of a victory.
No, I will be like David in his battle againts Goliath.
That I will trust in God, and know that He will never pangseh me, and He will always deliver me, and come to my rescue.
Because, in Luke 1:37, nothing is impossible with God.
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| HAS A NEW CRUSH OMFREAKIN'GOODNESS. |
[01 Feb 2010|01:31pm] |
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CUTEST FELLOW ALIVE & NOW I WANT TO SPEAK WITH AN ENGLISH ACCENT,
JUMP ON A PLANE AND FLY TO ENGLAND TO FIND CHARLIE MCDONNELL. OMFREAKIN'GOODNESS.
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| Let It Be. |
[31 Jan 2010|11:38pm] |
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Black Magic Woman - Santana |
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Perhaps I'm overreacting to tomorrow's opening for application.
But in any case, please keep me in your prayers.
Thank you.
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| On second thoughts... |
[31 Jan 2010|02:34am] |
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stop this train - john mayer |
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 I think you guys saved mine already. Thank you. (: |
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| Abrakadabra. A nerd you'd become. |
[28 Jan 2010|10:39am] |
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golden time lover - sukima switch |
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For now, I just keep trying.
Getting to school is never easy, but I just have to keep trying.
Even though Prof Whathisname has lecture at 830 in the morning,
and I never seem to be able to wake up,
I should just keep trying.
Even if all I want to do is stay home to watch anime,
I should just keep trying.
Yes Aerin. Just keep trying. You who didn't do your readings at all,
and has tutorial in an hour, and is still home itching to watch bleach 255.
J o k e e e e e.
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| Livin' On A Prayer. |
[28 Jan 2010|12:22am] |
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empire state of mind (in new york) - alicia keys |
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Today was a very good day, so instead of being so horribly upset all the time, I'd count the great things that happened. :]
- Got my ass finally to CS117 lecture. It was a pretty good 3 hour lecture, plus my lecturer sounds like renee zellweger and talks like her too which is awesome.
- Went for HS202 tutorial which was a breeze. I didn't really get the whole concept of standard deviation and standard error but who gives a hoot anyway.
- Good lunch with faiz and ira. SUIT UP! (:
- HS204 was good, because Patrick Williams was teaching and shit is he the coolest prof in the world. His tattoos are so.. symbolic, him being an anthropologist and sociologist. Going against social norms ftw!
- Saw Mr. Pretty today. YAY.
- Wrote about FMA in my spiritual input in the bulletin. God exists even in anime.
- Sold Tshirts and sent everybody off, felt good.
- Bak Kut Teh dinner, and a long talk about bourgeosie and proletariats with my father.
OFF TO SLEEP NOW WHO CARES ABOUT SOCI FOOD READINGS HAHAHAHA SEEING PROF. BEN TOMORROW WOOHOO~
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| I don't care what they say. |
[25 Jan 2010|12:12am] |
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If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me?
If I told you you were beautiful,
now, if I wrote you a love note,
and made you smile with every word I wrote?
What would you do?
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| Imma big big boy/girl now. |
[21 Jan 2010|11:28am] |
I hate being in school. Probably 'cause the air doesn't sit well with me. (seeing that I'm air too & you can't have more than one kind of air in the same environment simultaneously) or, maybe it's 'cause i spent 15bux on cab to rush down to school in hopes of getting to tutorial on time, only to find out that somehow, through some freaking miracle, there is nobody in the tutorial room at all, despite checking all the sources from prof, and that there indeed is tutorial at room 77 at 10:30AM on the 21st of January.
IS THIS TUTORIAL CLASS BEING HELD IN SOME KIND OF DIFFERENT DIMENSION FREAKING MOTHER ASS HELL ARRRGGGHHHHH~ i could have taken the bloody train. omg this happens ALL the time. i swear, from now onwards, even if i'm bloody late for class, i'm not going to take a cab. right. emailing prof right now, to explain my absence in class.
next week probably am going to sign up for motorbike lessons. i think i have this on hold for too long. & i figured that somehow, through some really awesome thing that will definitely happen (faith is the sustance of things hoped for, and evidence of things unseen hebrews 11:1), i'm going to have enough money to go to japan too. yes. this will happen. **starts praying fervently, till beads of sweat appear**
i wanna go homeeeeeeeeeee. ):
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[19 Jan 2010|08:16am] |
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I don't know how I did this. But I'm in school at 7:30AM, and I haven't slept a wink since 2 nights ago.
No, I wasn't awake doing work for school or csa, I WAS UP TRYING TO FALL ASLEEP.
DANG THIS BLOODY INSOMNIA SHIZZLEZ OMG KNNCCB *&^%$#@!~
So, I have decided to wikipedia ways to sleep.
Ways to fall asleep:
1. Imagine you are a computer.Think to yourself the same process that your computer goes through when it shuts down, or something along those lines: "I am shutting down, falling asleep. All excess functions are being shut down. I am only breathing, and my heart is beating...." (WTF LOL)
2. Tell yourself you are tired. This may not work for some people but for others it is very effective. Convince yourself that you are really tired and your brain will follow these signals and actually make you tired. - I DID THIS ALL NIGHT. ALL FREAKING NIGHT. :@:@:@:@
3. Avoid clocks. Turn all your clocks away from you and make sure that they don't tick when everything is quiet. This constant reminder that time is passing and you are still awake raises your stress level and makes it harder to sleep, plus its just annoying. Alternatively you can concentrate on the ticking noise and fall asleep.
4. Start relaxing and stop thinking about falling asleep. Relax your mind and think about what you want to do tomorrow. Do not think about falling asleep, this will stop you from doing so. Try chilling your pillow for two minutes in the fridge. (HAHAHA) Even on a cold day, it relaxes your head and the rest of the body will follow. 5. Don't count sheep! Your mind is like your body and exercising it is stimulation. Clear your mind of thoughts, or if that's hard, focus on something relaxing and even repetitive, be it trees in the wind, rain on a window or maybe something as simple as your own breathing.
After this, I'm gonna go for 1 hour of tutorial, skip the second one, and head home. HOME. to sleep.
Jeslin Low, you better teach me how to sleep from 8PM to 6AM from now on. Air is angry. UGH. D;
[edit]\ Looks like I'm staying till 1:30PM. dangy dang dang.
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[19 Jan 2010|01:53am] |
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God in His infinite goodness sometimes sees fit to test our courage and love by depriving us of the things which it seems to us would be advantageous to our souls; and if He finds us earnest in their pursuit, yet humble, tranquil and resigned to do without them if He wishes us to, He will give us more blessings than we should have had in the possession of what we craved. -- St. Philip Neri
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| Silence. |
[18 Jan 2010|11:13pm] |
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"You could search the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable, and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and.. What I’m trying to say is, I think I love you. Is this love? I never imagined I’d know it for myself. My heart, it feels like my chest can barely contain it, like it’s trying to escape because it doesn’t belong to me anymore. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I’d ask for nothing in exchange — no gifts, no goods, no demonstrations of devotion. Nothing. but knowing you love me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine." - Stardust
i disagree with the last line.
Nothing in return, period.
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| Piling on the pounds. |
[18 Jan 2010|08:30pm] |
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will you still love me tomorrow? - the shirelles |
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Today has been good because I managed to finish all the things on my to-do list.
To top everything, its the second night I'm having steak for dinner, so thank You God for a father who can cook superbly well.
However.. now, I kinda feel like chubbyfatface, so tomorrow I shall start gymming! (:
Lecture for 202 was damn freaking boring, who gives a shit about social research really. -.-
 i feel harpea today && i feel like the picture above. (: |
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| Get on your knees. |
[17 Jan 2010|11:16pm] |
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 lol i thought this was quite funny. of course, in my case, my ideal man can be: a) a guy who is bad tempered, huge ego, has orange coloured hair and red eyes. b) a soldier who has a cross-shaped scar on his left cheek, is socially inapt and applies combat strategies to all aspects of life. c) traditional japanese half-demon who carries around a demon sword to protect me. ord) you.no prizes for anyone who guesses who the first 3 are. (^0^) |
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| Be still. |
[17 Jan 2010|08:51pm] |
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Who knows how long I've loved you?
You know I love you still.
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to, I will.
For if I ever saw you,
I didn't catch your name.
But it doesn't really matter,
I will always feel the same.
And when at last I find you,
your song will fill the air.
Sing it loud so I can hear you,
make it easy to be near you,
for the things you do endear you to me,
oh you know I will.
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[15 Jan 2010|12:12am] |
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A stranger on the night bus,
With a checkered coat, is not you.
And in one hand, hold me so close
But deep down, its not you.
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| You said "Goodnight" too soon. |
[14 Jan 2010|02:49am] |
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Currently, Airring:
- Hates going to school.
- Can't freaking fall asleep.
- Dreads saturday brunch.
- Misses g already and finds his absence in school very unnerving.
- Is angry for the above reasons.
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