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[22 Apr 2010|02:16am] |
 'Scuse me, while I kiss the sky.
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| Everything is going to fall right into place. |
[14 Nov 2009|03:38pm] |
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hallelujah - paramore |
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&&&& its a saturday afternoon where the presence of the sun is such a novelty,
the sound of the rain such common melody....
AND I'M SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING MY ASS OFF.
so.. here's a big fat hiatus from me.
till the 2nd of december! (:
toodles!
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| Wondering when that call comes. |
[14 Nov 2009|12:40am] |
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just take my heart - mr big |
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for every memory that i share with you,
for every laughter that came because of you,
for every moment i stopped to think of you,
thank you.
happy birthday.
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| Two wrongs make it all alright this time. |
[12 Nov 2009|10:33pm] |
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split screen sadness - john mayer |
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And I don’t know where you went when you left me,
but says here in the water you must be gone by now.
I can tell somehow, one hand on the trigger of a telephone,
wondering when the call comes.
Where you say it’s alright, you got your heart right.
"All you need is love" is a lie 'cause we had a love but we still said goodbye.
Now we’re tired, battered fighters
And it stings when it nobody’s fault cause there's nothing to blame at the drop of your name.
It’s only the air you took and the breath you left.
I called because I just need to feel you on the line, don’t hang up this time.
And I know it was me who called it over but I still wish you'd fought me till your dying day.
Don’t let me get away.
Cause I can’t wait to figure out what’s wrong with me,
so I can say 'this is the way that I used to be.
There’s no substitute for time or for the sadness.
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| Another kind of green. |
[11 Nov 2009|03:30pm] |
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better together - jack johnson |
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Stay hurtable. Stay human. Stay open. It's always worth it
.about 7 hours ago from Twittelator
It's always worth it, because after all the nights of missing someone till you close your eyes in desperate delirious hope that he'll appear in front of your very eyes when you do open them, you come out a stronger, better and a more humane person. And looking back, you realise how much love you are capable of feeling, and giving, and that makes you that much closer to living life exactly the way it should be lived.
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"Love is an uncontrollable emotion that strikes suddenly and irrevocably at first sight; that lovers are fated for one another; a destiny neither can escape; love leads to utter bliss, abject misery, or both; and love inspires and ennobles."
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| Miraculous Responsary of St. Anthony |
[10 Nov 2009|10:59pm] |
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here and now - luther vandross |
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1. If then you ask for miracles,
Death, error, all calamities,
The leprosy and demons fly,
And health succeeds infirmities.
Chorus: The sea obeys, and fetters break,
And lifeless limbs thou dost restore,
Whilst treasures lost are found again,
When young and old thine aid implore. 2. All dangers vanish at thy prayer,
And direst need doth quickly flee;
Let those who know thy power proclaim,
Let Paduans say: "These are of thee."
Chorus: The sea obeys, and fetters break,
And lifeless limbs thou dost restore,
Whilst treasures lost are found again,
When young and old thine aid implore. 3. To Father, Son, may glory be,
And Holy Spirit eternally. Chorus: The sea obeys, and fetters break,
And lifeless limbs thou dost restore,
Whilst treasures lost are found again,
When young and old thine aid implore.
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| I'll always rock with you. |
[09 Nov 2009|12:51am] |
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i just can't stop loving you - michael jackson |
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 Thank you for being part of my life. for being there for me in my darkest hour. for giving me so much. You'll always have a place with me. Rest in peace Michael. I miss you already. |
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[07 Nov 2009|02:49pm] |
now i am studying.
later i will be studying.
tomorrow i will continue to study.
this is the good life.
because, this way, the only thing crossing my mind, is discourses, trajectories, marx, weber and my favourite: durkheim.
HAHAHA. we are getting olllddddddd. so am i man, so am i.
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| "'cause I'd die if I saw you, die if I didn't see you there." |
[05 Nov 2009|11:24pm] |
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why georgia - john mayer |
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Daily doses of happyness from.... *drum roll* fuckyeahhappy.tumblr.com :D
 it's day (70) and i'm loving it. who gives a shit really, whether or not you're coming home. i love you, and i'mma say this with so much faith, hope and confidence it's going to be impossible to ignore me.
i love you.
and i'm not going to be reclusive anymore. because hope is where the heart is. and well, the last time i checked, my heart's still right here with me. so... thank you bestfriend. (: here's my msg for ypd. 
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| Hold on. |
[04 Nov 2009|01:42pm] |
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doubtful - gregory & the hawk |
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THINGS TO DO:
1. NOT GOING TO POST PHOTOS THAT SHE FOUND ON TUMBLR.
ESPECIALLY ONES RELATED TO LOVE, HEARTBREAK AND ANYTHING OF THAT SORT.
2. SLEEP AT 9PM AND WAKE UP AT 6.30AM FEELING DAMN GOOD ABOUT HERSELF.
3. TRY AND RESET THE CLOCK FROM (69) TO (0)
4. START STUDYING FOR EXAMS .
5. NEVER, EVER STOP HOPING.
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good day today, good day. (:
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| (68) days of Summer. |
[03 Nov 2009|02:49pm] |
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 via fuckyeahhlove.tumblr.com  "A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he’s not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he’s showing up at your new residence to do it in person. If he’s not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately he’s just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it’s like to live without you." He’s Just Not That Into You (via eletheowl) (via sansparole)
 "Things I loved about you The way you stared at me when I close my eyes, then you closed your eyes and I stared at you How perfectly your hand fit in mine How you seemed so strong on the outside, but I could tell you were so sweet on the inside The way you said I love you, because you sounded so shy How during that first time we were alone, when we held hands and talked for hours and finally kissed after so long How you were so interested in my life and what I was doing How you remembered everything I said to you perfectly When you texted me randomly (as little as that may be) When you told me I’m one of the most perfect girls you’ve ever met How you were too shy to hold my hand, in case I didn’t want you to The awkward moments - because they weren’t really awkward at all Sitting at the table with your family and enjoying myself and you Taking photo booth pictures with you and you made the best faces I’ve ever seen Getting high together and making weird animal sounds as we walked back to your house The way you made me feel after we made out for an hour How you told me I looked great every time we saw each other - despite how untrue I thought it was How I sat on your lap when we went on the computer together, and your legs fell asleep but you didn’t care, as long as I was sitting that close to you How even on the coldest nights, you lent me your sweater How much you have passions for things Your laugh/smile How you always made fun of me - I secretly loved it What a loser you are, because I am too How you admitted defeat and say sorry when I wouldn’t let you win a fight The way you made the butterflies in my stomach flutter every time I saw your smile How much you made me love you.
But now they are things of the past, since we broke up. I’m slowly getting over every one of these ways I loved you by replacing them with things I don’t like about you. I don’t think it’s working too well, though, because I know they will each still be in the back of my head because you were my first love and I will never forget you or a single thing that I loved about you. And truthfully, I still love most of those things. I’ll miss every one of them. -anonymous submission " - Another day goes by when i'm stuck on tumblr wondering where my life went to, flashing by my eyes. i hate rain more than ever now, it reduces even the slightest chance of a happy ending i can get with you. because, when the sun's in the sky, it makes for happy endings. |
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[02 Nov 2009|01:23am] |
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captain crash and the beauty queen from mars - bon jovi |
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i just couldn't resist anymore.
i like you very much, if you didn't already know.
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[02 Nov 2009|12:46am] |
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you give good love - whitney houston |
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"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD,
"plans to prosper you and not to harm you,
plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11
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| Reconstruction. |
[31 Oct 2009|09:54pm] |
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perfect - velasquez regine |
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halfway through giving tuition, i was blessed with a moment of epiphany, when i thought of the scene in bruce almighty. jim carrey says to morgan freeman that all he prays for is that jen aniston would get a guy who could make her happy, and love her with all his heart (or something along those lines). and God (freeman) answers his prayers, by giving her, him. so he wakes up the next morning next to her in bed, and all is good. and i realised immediately what the loving choice in my situation was. to just let go.
obviously now, i wished that i didn't ask jon to give him the shirt, cos well, i could have kept it and leave with a hint of any possible dignity left in my place.
now for a few quotes and pictures i found on my favourite place on the web now. fuckyeahhappy.tumblr.com
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"Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes when you fall, you fly." --- Neil Gaiman
And in the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make. — “The End” by the Beatles Real courage is when you know you’re licked before you begin but you begin anyway and see it through no matter what. — Atticus Finch (this is for you kellie, so you'd remember at least one quote for your lit paper. :D)
Millions and millions of years would still not give me half enough time to describe that tiny instant of all eternity when you put your arms around me and I put my arms around you. — Jacques Prevert
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i love this tumblr. if we were on facebook, i'd give her a gajillion likes.
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| Worry no more. |
[29 Oct 2009|09:30am] |
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mushaboom - feist |
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 <3<3<3 i'll get by with a little help from my friends. (:
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| There is a wait, so long. |
[28 Oct 2009|08:47am] |
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sweet disposition - the temper trap |
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It's the search for the time before it leaves without you
Have you lost your mind or has he taken all of yours too?
The sun's in the sky, it makes for happy endings
You can't deny you want a happy ending
The sun's in the sky, its warming up your bare legs
You can't deny your looking for the sunset
Whats this about? I figured love would shine through
We've lost romance this world has turned so see through
Open your mind, believe it's going to come to
Romance alive and hope he's going to tell you
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| Saw you walking in the rain with her. |
[24 Oct 2009|12:19am] |
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Gold 90.5 |
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much to the dismay of many of my friends,
its one of those nights when 90.5FM is playing in the background,
and all i can think about, is, all the good stuff.
even the bad stuff doesn't really seem so bad anymore.
yes, i do love you this much. maybe even more.
if only any of this mattered.
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